Infernal Days Full Of Loving

I've had days full of loving

Days of hope, days with faith

Days where I was believing

You'd be mine and you would stay

I've had days where I'd miss you

I've had days of despair

But could I ever leave you?

I don't know if I'd dare:

I grow weak when you're near me

I go numb when you speak

I lose my breath when you're breathing

Right next to me

But my heart seems to tremble

Just a little too soon

When you're gone without calling

Through the night 'till it's noon

'Cause every night and every day

I'm wasting time when you're away

I wish I was stronger

But a life without you

I cannot believe

I cannot believe in

And I don't know how to let go

So much hurt in my loving

So much pain everywhere

You said you'd learn, but you didn't

Don't know why I still care

And I don't know how to leave you

How to really let you go

How to close the door behind you

How to hang on to a no

'Cause every night and every day

I'm wasting time when you're away

I wish I was stronger

But a life without you

I cannot believe

I cannot believe in

And I don't know how to let go

But i've had days full of loving

Maybe of you, but they are their

You give me days of believing

I guess thats why i am here